July 13th, 2021

feeling increasingly like a zombie

this morning around 8 woke up to bangs

couldn't fall asleep until around 5 last night so at most three hours sleep

you'd think sleep deprivation would make you fall asleep earlier, but anger will counteract that

my back is breaking down, my trachea is breaking down, my mind is breaking down

just sat out in the heat or walked around really slowly in a daze

ugh

really pining for very simple things